June 2011
23 posts
Truth is..
I feel like shit.
Still.
I’m like trying so hard to feel at least a bit better or distract myself enough that I don’t think about this, it’s killing me.
I’m a terrible girlfriend.
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Ughh I'm so tired right now.
I want to sleep. That’s all I want..
My sisters gonna hack my tumblr now
Fucken great.
I've known him for 19 days and we've been going...
Whoa feels so much more than that
February 2011
633 posts
Can’t sleep
I want some coke
I need some weed
I need meth
Or some fuckin shit
To get me high…
Ughhh…
Zdfghjk my life
Those are my reasons
But I don’t gave a damn about these small town people
I don’t
But most of you hurt me
And never saw it
And some of you need to know
But
All of this is because of my family..
My mom
My dad
My aunt leaving me…
I miss her so fucking much
I swear she’s the only person who I KNOW loved me with no boundries
And she’s gone…...
#10 I can’t explain it
But I know you think I’m annoying to an extent
When I don’t think a bad thing about you
I know you would make fun of me if you had the perfect chance to
When I’d defend you
Some Dear friends I have there
I’m full of resentment
Like ill never forget a thing whether it be bad or good but
Some of you hurt me
No, Almost all of you...
#9
Ever since I was little I hated you
You spanked me
And treated me like I was you’re fucking child
Bitch I didn’t want you near me
And you’re the reason my moms a bitch
She got handed over to you
And you treated her like how she treats me
I’m amazed she didn’t wanna kill herself too
Oh wait
She did
Bitch I hope you die a slow painful death
I’m...
#8
Myself and everything I am
I hate how I broke myself down to where
I cut myself
I’d get high
And want to kill myself
And want to blame the world in a certain way but these people should feel bad because its to them not giving a shit that I don’t anymore and to everyone who’ll think I was weak I wasn’t
I wasn’t
I held on for years
I tried
I...
#7
You fucking gave birth to a monster
She ruined all our lives
And because of you being a hoe
Is the reason I’m partially miserable
I never knew you
I’m glad
Cause I’d fucking be yelling at you
Until you have a fucking heart attack
You hoe
#6 this town
This town I can’t blame it
I can’t blame it for having shitty people
They’re eveywhere like herpes
But I wish I never came here
Now I’m gonna die
In a place I completely hate.
Now That is hell.
I’m sure ill be known as that “chick who killed herself”
I’m gonna love that
#5 this is to you
Dec. 25th 09
Broke my heart and didn’t give a fuck
You laughed
You still do
I begged for you like a retard
I regret it all
You don’t know how much pain,
How many tears,
And how many nights
I wasted on you
And you don’t care
I can say this without it being a partial lie
I hate you
Just for everything you did
My heart sank and hurt at...
#3
this is to all of you lovelies
the list of all of you is endless
My friends who acted true but weren’t
All of you screwed up my esteem
And lied to me
And are as fake as my smile and laugh when I see you
I swore once when I did something that you told me would never do
I would fucking run up to you and say I fucking did
Miserable fucks
All you did was bring me down
I...
#2
I looked up to you
I never judged you
I loved you
I thought you were different
I trusted you
And like an idiot
I believed you
And now you hate me
That broke me even more
That’s why I’m crying now
I know I don’t have a mom
And you made up for that, I had you, my dad but now I don’t even have that.
So you know what I’m just gonna finish my...
Here are my 10 reasons why
#1 you’ve made my life a hell. You used to make me cry myself to sleep. I used to wish I had a mom. I used to wish I had someone who would love me like half of the world has. But I don’t have that. I haven’t had that ever since I was seven. And lost all love for you. And since I liked you. And a while ago I accepted you. And now I just hate you. Its a sin. But how I can I love...
From losing people over and over again
you learn
to not get attached and to replace people easily
as harsh as that can sound. But its true.
I used to think that you can’t like someone for a long time even after you break up.
Its been over a year and I can’t replace you and I haven’t let you go. As weird as that may sound. I still like you. And it suckssssss. See to me...
My dads piss drunk
And everyone is yelling
My parents are fighting
My life is quite lovely
indeed I must say
Yeah, maybe going to texas isn’t as crazy as it sounds
I can get away from this madness
Maybe not texas
I’m scared to even ask
Back to miami for sure
That is
Much
Much
Easier
I Kinda want to see him ,he's in texas..
Sounds...
I’ll have a mini”liz lee and bryson” moment
Except I’m bryson..
He’s liz
Wonder what he’d say about that too..
Like,
Last time he told me to give him a warning if I’m gonna ever do that
I want to see him…
Ugh I’m crazy
i love how attractive musicians randomly follow me...
taelorae:
BUT OKAY <3
That’s happened to me twice Its an amazing feeling huh? Lol Imiss my twitter kinda
Give everything, but up.: I'm done. →
emilywhispers:
I’m sick of being ugly, gross, misunderstood, lied to. I hate my life. All I want is to be pretty, have friends, have someone actually like me. I feel so out of place everywhere. For once, I wish I could just fit in. I’m sick and tired of being obsessed with what I look like. I can’t even wear…
Know how u feel about half of that stuff u wrote there But ur pretty Atleast...
